So, it's very rare that I am in the the right mindset to paint. Painting takes a lot out of me... it's one of my many super powers(ha!) that leaves me devoid of energy at the end of the day. Seriously, on the rare occasion that I am completely open and free to paint, I am probably my most free, most tormented, and most happy. I can only compare the feeling of painting for me to the feeling of taking the risk of falling in love... it's scary, hard, and harder... especially for those of us who have experienced any level of hurt before (which is probably every one of us).
My latest painting is very personal for me as it depicts my state of mind during its process. I had just returned from Los Angeles from a fabulous spring break vacation. While in L.A., I hung out with one of my bff's, had the best massage/body scrub experience ever, relaxed in a super nice hotel room, and ate a whole bunch of food! By the time I returned to Chicago, I was well-rested and free to just 'be'... at least until school started back again! In my state of 'being', I was motivated to create in the form of a painting. When I was on spring break in Mexico in 2009, I took a picture of the amazing sunset as I set with my vacation bff/birthday twin on the beach and have been meaning to paint a picture based on it ever since. While I'm not a literal painter, I take inspiration from and build on images that inspire me.
I'll post the painting with my thoughts next week... :-)